Of Vincent and cell phones

Yo! I didn't forget about this blog, I just don't have much to post lately. :(

 Doodle of Lotti. I did this some time ago.

I like to do really quick doodles of Vincent whenever I feel like drawing something quickly. I don't like this one any longer, but it turned out okay for something drawn fast.

VincentxNoise. Yes. I ship Vincent with everyone. And I noticed I got a lot more confident at drawing hands, it's so much easier to draw them without references now.

Something  super quick I drew today.

Dear Vincent!
Please stop flooding my brain with random ideas just for a short while and let me get other stuff done. Thank you in advance.
Your biggest fan,

Amarevia

PH 76 came out today. Probably the shortest chapter so far. But it's pretty emotional... Alyss, ALYSS! Yes, Alyss FINALLY APPEARED! INTERACTIONS BETWEEN THE SISTERS AAAH!! We finally get to learn how Alice became one with B-Rabbit and stuff. Nice~

I got my first salary in the beginning of August. To celebrate it, my auntie got me a mobile phone holder thingy as a present. It's purple and it has my name on it.
Then my mom started bugging me because of my crappy old Samsung phone. Every time you open it, the screen goes black after 4-5 seconds, its camera doesn't work any longer either and the phone itself is pretty outdated nowadays. (I think it's a model from... 2006-2007? And it already wasn't of the best or latest technology when it came out.) So yeah, mom is crazy about touchscreen phones and decided she'd buy one for me. We finally went and bought one a week ago. It's not the most expensive superawesome model either, but it's light years better than my old Samsung. It's a Nokia. My first phone was a Nokia too, I was a bit angry at my mom when she "exchanged" it for a discount of the price of the new Samsung. I'm not into cell phones in general, but currently, I'm in love with my new Nokia phone! It can even play MP4 video files my MP4 player can't play. :B And it's so easy to put shit on it from my computer! My biggest problem with my old cell phones is that I can't connect them to my compy (I don't have special data cables for them) and for some reason, I can't send MMS with them either, so there's no way to save old photos and audio recordings I'd made with them unless I keep the phones too.

I guess it's pretty easy to tell it's my phone, ahaha~

Mom is planning a big renovation in our apartment. It's possible that I won't even be able to use my compy for a couple of days. However, I have internet on my phone now, so I might be able to go online and do a few things. (Not much, tho.)

I'm feeling pretty tired and crappy atm, so I guess I'd better go now... I'll continue working on commissions tomorrow~

Small rant and some PH drawings

So today I finally ate some of the Milka chocolate rabbit I got for Easter from my aunt last year. Its "best before" date was August 31, 2011. But it still tastes good even if it spent almost a whole year sitting on my table untouched, ahaha... After not eating anything at all for a day, I felt like eating some chocolate.
Oh yeah, 2 days ago, at about 6:30 pm, I felt really sick. Jesus Christ, I felt terrible. I suddenly had a very intense pain in my stomach, I felt dizzy and I was shivering. I tried to lie down, but after a short while, I had to run to the toilet and ended up throwing up twice. I have no clue wtf was wrong with me, I didn't even eat anything I don't usually eat and I never eat too much. I thought I might end up becoming ill because I usually puke only while/before being ill, but fortunately, I feel alright now.

Also, sometimes I wonder why am I even doing all this? Why do I draw? Who do I dive into the fandom every day? I think I'm the worst kind of female otaku. That creepy "forever alone" kind. Borderline hikikomori. SO FRIGGING PATHETIC UGGGHHH. I want some kind of... real motivation and goals! I want challenge. The thrill of overcoming trials and... SUCCESS. Being somewhat popular with my fanarts is not really success, it's children's play. I should think of life as a videogame. Yeah. Try to play, become better and better at it and achieve things. I've always been good at games. If I think of life as a game, it should be easier to face my fears and problems too. XD; I'm not making sense, am I? Haha.

Anyway, here are a few things I've been working on:

Just slapped some base colours on this recently, cuz people seemed to really like this sketch of mine. I also redid the lines attempting to fix some anatomy errors and it's still sketchy... I also posted this on my Tumblr.

Another Vince/Gil pic. This is a really quick sketch I did in February. The whole pic is bigger, but I can't get Vincent's pose right. :B

Steps of my semi-realistic Jack portrait. This one sucks, lol. I like the Glen and Vincent ones much better. Why are you so draw, you bastard?! FFFUUUUU. I think I spend literally hours on just trying to get his face right. And it still looks like shit. If you flip the pic upside down, he looks awesome, though. 8D;;; I hate his face so much I even considered redoing the whole thing from scratch, but then I realized I probably couldn't make it better. *le sigh* And why do I even bother to do a base sketch... ? XD; These always look TERRIBLE when I do a quick base sketch for them. But I like lineless painting because I don't have to stick to a lineart. I'm not bound by black lines, I can just spread colours and shape them how it seems good to me.

And I drew this today in the morning. It's Lotti as her chain, Leon. XD I think she'd be quite similar to Cheshire in a way. Actually, I kinda like how this sketch turned out. I wanted to do quick lines + colours too in one sitting, but then my aunt wanted me to look up something online, so I had to stop working on it. This somehow always happens when I feel like drawing something, haha. 8D;

I've been working on my 150k kiriban pic too, but I don't wanna post another wip of that, cuz I just noticed another error on it, waaa...

Okay, that's it for now. Listen to some Two Steps from Hell music:

Various PH stuffs

I've been in a creative mode lately, which is good, I guess. Okay, let's post some things here~

 These are two work in progress pics of this deviation. It took me a week to finish the sketch, get over my laziness and start doing the lineart, but then all the linearting, colouring and background were done in only 3 days, which is a really short time for me, cuz I usually sit on a drawing for weeks... XD;

I enjoy torturing characters I like. >D I put this up on my Tumblr, but I wanted to post it here too~

This a 3-colours-only quickie thing of Demios done in Sai. It's unfinished and I have no clue what Demios' "body" looks like, because we never see it clearly in its full glory in the manga, so this is just my guess. Ok, Pandora Hearts really made me go crazy. Srsly, since when am I obsessing over things that resemble of a skeleton of a genetically modified mutant goat... ??

I also did a colouring of Jack from chapter 69, but I don't really like how it came out. Anyway, I posted it on Tumblr and it got more likes and reblogs than anything else I posted myself so far, so I guess maybe it's not that horrible after all. XD; The reason I did this is because I'm still considering making a fan video of Pandora Hearts and it would be good only if I could edit/colour shitloads of panels for it. I'd edit out the speech bubbles and backgrounds and colour the characters. So it would be insanely time-consuming. My other problem with it is that I'd like to focus on Jack and the tragedy of Sablier - in other words the newest arc and we still don't have enough chapters of that. But of course I could start editing and colouring the older parts I'd like to use nonetheless~~

Oh, and I almost forgot adding this. I drew this yesterday. I had this sudden urge to do another semi-realistic portrait of a PH character and I chose Glen/Oswald. (I think I'll keep calling him Glen for the sake of simplicity.) About 80-90 minutes of work with Photoshop CS2 so far. I used some references to get the proportions right, but he wasn't based on anyone in particular. So far, it looks much better than my first realistic Vincent wip. XD;;;

Alright, that's all for now. I wanna work a bit more on that realistic Glen today. 8D

... NOOO I just heard those bitches killed off Megaupload and Megavideo!! *wriggles in agony* DDDX You have no idea how much anime and other shit I used to watch on Megavideo, I even watched the entire Avatar series there. And of course I used to download stuff from Megaupload too. Hell, even my shimeji was uploaded there and now people can't download the zip version from my DA any longer. Let's pray for they won't shut down deviantART and other sites likes that...

And I should have posted this last time, but here's this little statistics about the

Frequency of Pandora Hearts characters appearing in my sketchblog posts in 2011:

1) Vincent - 17 posts
2) Gil - 12 posts
3) Alice - 6 posts
   Jack - 6 posts
4) Oz - 5 posts
   Break - 5 posts
   Glen - 5 posts
   Leo - 5 posts
   Ada - 5 posts
5) Lotti - 4 posts
6) Elliot - 3 posts
7) Echo - 2 posts
8) Sharon - 1 post

I thought it was interesting, lol. *runs off to draw*

LottixGil wip

Because I'm scared of Tumblr... :B

Work in progress. This drawing is our lovechild with Kasia. She drew the rough sketch, sent it to me via Messenger and then I raped it with Sai. I want to finish it tomorrow, but maybe I won't, so I'm uploading this version for now, so I can show her that I'm working on it. We both have a thing for this pairing. Or maybe we just both have a weird inner Lotti who has a thing for Gil. XD; My mother saw this and said it was totally perverted. Well, if this drawing was 100% mine, she'd be undoing his pants instead of his shirt. @v@

VincexLotti + Photos

I'd like to apologize to everyone who I promised a drawing to. I know I shouldn't be working on this, but I really enjoy working on it~~ Gaaah!!

Anywho, I just wanted to write a bit more "personal" blog entry here. I was browsing my photos on my computer today and decided to upload a few since I promised KGX347 that I would post something of the place where I live and stuff.

View from my window. I took this photo last summer. I live in the Southern outskirt area of the capital city. I really love living there.

This is a photo I took in the local cemetery sometime in September. In Hungary, the last few days of October and beginning of November is the main time of the year when families visit the graves of their deceased relatives and friends and mourn together. I didn't really care about this tradition before, but I've been visiting the cemetery quite often since grandmother died.

My current favourite bird in my window, haha. Isn't it cute? It's so tiny!

This is an old photo I took about 3 years ago. That's my hand and my talking budgerigar, Dani. He seems to be fascinated by that peach drink. XD Aw, I miss him.

This is also Dani with my cat, Panka. They tolerated each other surprisingly well. Photo from 2007.

This is how close they were. They even ate together. That bird was incredible. When he didn't find an available human he could bother, he went to bother the cat. It's a miracle the cat never tried to hurt him.

Okay, so that's all~ The last 3 photos were taken with my old camera, so the quality isn't that good. I posted these old photos, because I wasn't even aware they were still on my PC and it was a nice surprise when I rediscovered them today. ^___^

Some Royai plus more PH doodles

Lalala~ Guess what! I finally managed to produce a few sketches I consider decent enough to post! Woo!

Yes! It's my OTP, Roy and Riza from Fullmetal Alchemist. Pose was inspired by this Tiger & Bunny fanart. I think I'm a sucker for dark + blond pairs. :B

Just a very fast sketch of Vincent. I can never get sleeping people's faces right... OTL

And this is my psycho OTP, Vincent and Lotti. XD I started drawing this yesterday, but it was only Lotti at first. Then I kept changing the pose and adding things today. Actually, I kinda like this even though it's still very rough and there are lots mistakes.

Also, I'm working on the 150 k kiriban request, but I can't get the poses/characters right... I really want to finish it soon, but a pic of 3 characters is a bit hard for me. TT___TT

Btw, I keep hearing everywhere how good Pendulum is. So I tried getting into this music. I usually like any kind of music from classical-ish to heavy metal. But... Pendulum is just... "too techno" for me, ugh... @___@

OH VINCENT + Couples

I doodled a lot today and yesterday. It's not that I don't have ideas. The problem with me is that I have about thirty billion ideas and as soon as I start drawing something, I get a new idea and get bored of the pic I'm working on. -___-

I have a blonde fetish lately, so my current top favourite of my 3 favourite Pandora Hearts characters is Vincent.

Yeah, another VincentXLotti sketch. For some reason, I like these two as a couple. Even though I've seen only one fanart of them so far. Definitely not a very popular pairing. Vincent's pose was inspired by a VincentXGil pic I saw somewhere on the internet.

 Bwahaha! Vincent and Gil. Vincent is obsessed with Gil. I'm obsessed with both of them. NOT GOOD. I didn't use refs for this, so some details are off.

 Sleeping Vincent. I randomly rewatched some parts of the anime and I thought he was so cute when he fell asleep on the floor of some hallway and Oscar almost stepped on him. XDD

RANDOM COUPLES

This was drawn yesterday. I wanted to draw something lovey-dovey. I used a photo reference for this, but it still seems to be too complicated for me. OTL

I actually kinda like this. O___o But I don't like the girl's face... T___T

Oh well, that was my longest entry so far. I ended up drawing nothing for Valentine's day wheee~~ XD;;;;;

VincentXLotti sketch

Just a super quick rough sketch I did today to amuse myself. Their faces were based off of a manga panel. My problem with this sketch is that I have no clue how to draw Vincent's pose. He's taller than Lotti, so he should be bending down a little, but also groping Lotti at the same time. (XD) Maybe I should place his head closer to Lotti's face. Aghhh it's hard!!
Anyway, I love these two characters and I loved this scene in the manga. Vincent managed to find a woman almost as sadistic as himself! Ha! XDD